Posts tagged personal
Posts tagged personal
Nice to see people to post pictures/tell about their chirstmas present…
I didn’t get anything. So have fun with your presents while you can.
I’ve already started to hate Christmas anyway. Mostly I hate that I couldn’t spend the holidays with my boyfriend. He just message me that he is watching alone movie in the bed eating chocolate and drinking cocoa… Do you know how much I fucking want to be there than here with the fucking wasted people?
-.-’ I hate these things. maybe it gets better when I have own children so I can give to them that kind of christmas I couldn’t ever get. In 20 years (of course I don’t remember the first ones, but still) all the holidays have sucked because always something. Mostly that that my dad have been so drunk every year. And I hate it.
It’s FRIDAY! And first weekend in our new home ♥ So we party hard!!! :) Finally this place looks like you can live here :D
MY HAND IS DEAD, IT’S FUCKING DEAD….. :( Damn you hand writing!
-.-’ We got apartment, then we realized that we can’t afford it… Because we didn’t get money and my boyfriend starts at a new work during next month… It was fucking cheap rent apartment and everything.
Then he had to move out (he was kicked out) from the same building where I live at the moment. I don’t know… Even we live still in the same city (he went for 2 weeks to live his family friend or so) but… I don’t remember when I have cried this much. This building is so quiet, boring and… Something is missing. And I guess half of my heart is missing because it’s with him on the other side of the city… So part of me is somewhere else.
Boyfriend and his brother are so drunk and I’m sober… What went wrong?
Pretty fucking tired atm, I drove today over 200km again and yeah… Rough weekend behind BUT YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH AUTUNM HOLIDAAAAAAYYYYY :D Party hard or not.
I fucked up a radio interview
I hate to be too big for model stuff, realized this when I was fitting clothes for the fashion show tomorrow
And I’m not feeling well -.-‘
Going with my boyfriend to buy some food and things. UUUUUUAAAAAGH. I’m so fucking hungry.
Damn you beauty contests… God why.
Today I almost decided to drove to my boyfriend’s hometown (actually it’s a village) with him and after it to my sisters place… WELL, I just check out the map… From the city where I study to my boyfriend’s hometown was 289km, WELL from there to my sisters place was 257km and from there to my hometown is something 185km…
So… I didn’t go, I drove 86km back home :”””””D
It’s good to be home…